the lives of today

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 21:23:35 GMT

ok wow i havent been on here for i fucking long ass time....
well it least on this lj
but anyways i got a new lj
its kiss_me_hardx
so add me!

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 06:24:10 GMT

SilverToGray: And I want your babies
SpeechLessxLove: lol
SpeechLessxLove: no babies from me
SilverToGray: awww
SilverToGray: not even to feed?
SpeechLessxLove: no
SilverToGray: What if we were starving
SilverToGray: would you have babies so we could cook them?
SpeechLessxLove: NEVER!
SilverToGray: Haha
SilverToGray: Why not
SilverToGray: even if that was our only option of survival?
SpeechLessxLove: ya then die cause i dont have food to let it eat while its in my stomach and which ill have to wait 9 months for it so no
SilverToGray: what if they came out in 30 minutes
SilverToGray: like bagel bites in the microwave
SilverToGray: then would you eat the babies if it was out only chance of survival?
SpeechLessxLove: nate....NO!!!

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 05:54:57 GMT

i dont like the feeling i have tonight
i just want to go home
to see if everythings alright
to hear everyones voices
and of course things to do
but i miss everyone
i cant take it anylonger
it feels as if im going insane
i miss my boyfriend
the one i used to see EVERDAY
now being away from him
i dont know
tonight feels weird
i want to sleep but i cant
i miss my girls tiara and kristin
i miss being in tracy
sad but true

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 05:11:21 GMT

Well I dont know when Im coming back to Tracy
prolly 5 or 6 days from now BUT Im not for sure...

:/

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 06:04:49 GMT

Well i havent been much up to anything
terra had to leave early today so valisha and i couldnt do anything
so valisha and i decided to ride the electric scooters to savemart and "try" to do tricks on them! hahahah
fun times i almost crashed a couple of times
anyways this morning i had to go pull weeds at my aunts friends housei got paid for it but i hell of pulled my back out or something it hell of hurt
so when i got home i soaked in the bath for an hour almost
anyways then sat.
im going back to the place to paint the fence:)
pretty exciting?
yes it is

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 21:46:23 GMT

+OPINIONS+
1.Am I cute?:
2.Am I hot?:
3.Am I sweet?:
4.Am I crazy?:
5.Am I loveable?:
6.Am I funny?:
7.Am I annoying?:
8.Am I daring?:
9.Am I a good person?:

+WOULD YOU+
10.Hug me?:
11.Miss me if I was gone?:
12.Listen to my problems?:
13.Cuddle with me?:
14.Love me?:
15.Ever go out with me?:
16.If you already have would u do it again?:
17.Kiss me ((Really))?:
18.Marry me if u could?:

+HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?+
19.When's my birthday?:
20.How old am I?:
21.What school do I go to?:
22.Do i have any siblings? :
23.Who is my most current ex?:
24.Who is my best friend?:
25.Who am i dating?:
26.Favorite song/songs?:
27.Favorite music group?:

+IF YOU COULD+
28.Hook me up with someone who would it be and why?:
29.Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
30.Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:
31.Be with me forever would you be happy and why?:

+JUST A FEW QUESTIONS+
32.What do you love about me?:
33.What do you hate about me?:
34.What is my best quality?:
35.If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
36.What is your honest opinion of me?:

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 18:04:58 GMT

was fighting the mold in my bowl with my pee,
when a thought popped into my brain.
If all of us hated high school so much,
why was nothing ever changed?
So i called brian up, with my plan that's red hot.
It was a private institution in the name of punk-rock.
We got some government funding,
and our own private road,
and 666 for our radio snow code.
I had a dream, when I was in high school
That I attended, the punk rock academy.
I had a dream, when i was in high school,
That I attended the punk rock academy.
Chris jensen's teaching science & he's still running mountain.
We fired the guy from bad religion cuz he sold punk rock out,
and we'll give the dirty punks a dip & get rid of all their fleas.
And we'll never ever buy anything with a UPC.
I had a dream, when I was in high school
That I attended, the punk rock academy.
I had a dream, when I was in high school,
I was at the punk rock academy,
and no one made fun of me.
The punk rock academy.
Where all the students,
they're diagnosed with ADD.
Take me home tonight.
I don't wanna let you go til the feelin's right.
Take me home tonight.
I don't wanna let you go til the feelin's right.
We'll import a token jock, & then we'll kick his token ass!
And there will never ever be a physical education class!
Think about, you'll agree.
It's the bizzity bizzity bomb!
& maybe we can get assuck to play the senior prom!

hahah funny song by atom and his package!

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 01:08:43 GMT

stole this from kristin!

Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then, of course, post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 17:17:53 GMT

hahhaha

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 07:10:53 GMT

so today was fun rode a bus to fresno met new people! hanging out with the fam. later tonight im going to go to the tower district with my sister and her friend kinda excited about that
i heard there was going to be a show here in fresno on sat. i might go to it but who knows things change lol well im out

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 23:01:26 GMT

im leaving tomorrow morning to go to fresno for a week pretty excited about that yup yup my sister is going to move there and start over like going to go back to school getting a job! im happy for her she met a new guy that works at the osf it was funny how they met if you were there you would be dying of how funny it was but anyways lifes great! my sister amber is pregnant my mom is trying to stop drinking!!!! yes a miracle well i gots to go update later

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 02:44:41 GMT

im at nates house i love him so much if it wasnt for him i odnt know what i would do! love you nate!!!<3 anyways im going to go back up to fresno on sunday i just got back from CAMPING yes camping it was so fun if you ask kristin about it she'll tell you all about it cause she went with me we jumped of cliffs into water and met a 13 year old boy ahaha so much fun i want to do it again but i got sunburned on my FEET hahah and went on hikes i felt like spiderman caue there was this one point were i ran across a whole bunch of different sized rocks with no problem hahahahahahahahahah well im leaving maybe more later in a week

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 23:04:26 GMT

im at tiaras house right now shes hella cool we are going to take some pics maybe ill put them on here later i havent been up to anything much i miss my sisters so much i miss going out and having fun well im out im going to the mall i might hang out with Aaron at the mall i hung out with greg yesterday and ive been hanging out with tiara i love her so much uewhytiurethgiruaghthrehtuair shes my bestfriend hahaha well got to go

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 01:58:54 GMT

my computer is messed up so i cant really do anything on here that often but its been a long time and dont know what to write but if you really are a friend(katie)ect ect as you say you are give me a call so we can hang out over the summer and have fun but anyways i got to go give me a call if you want to hangout cause im not doing much of anything

836-0349

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 16:51:08 GMT

well i didnt go to school today either so im at the senior center helping out with the old people. kinda exciting i met the most COOLEST old person ever!! but i cant understand her cause she mummbles haha but anyways im bored so i think someone should come and give me a call or come over. i havent been up to much i cant wait for school to end but i dont want it to be summer. i miss jen! jen when you get this give me a call cause i miss you and love you :(

Mon, 31 May 2004 16:58:48 GMT

isnt she fucking beautiful!!

Sun, 30 May 2004 16:52:06 GMT

"Take a look around the room, eyes red from crying No one knows what is true, then I see you I can't even try to convey how safe I am (When you're around me) You donate your strength when I am broken Like a tiny grain of sand, I'm insignificant Who is a foe, who's a friend, and who pretends For his or her own benefit and all the while I know (You're thinking of me) Even when I'm alone, you're thinking of me Sometimes I wish I could become a painting on the wall Watch the people passing by, they don't notice me at all Wish I could disintegrate like a fading dream You remind me that you're by my side, and you're thinking of me

You take my heart, I'll take your hand"

Sun, 30 May 2004 16:17:33 GMT

well im here at katies house not doing much of anything shes still sleeping! im bored and want to do something... well lastnight was ok nate came over then after he left i went to katies we went swimming then relaxed in the hot tub then came in watched t.v then fell asleep so now im here not doing anything anyways valisha is going to move in a couple of weeks with her boyfriend :/ i hope she has fun with that i havent been up to anything much just trying to stay out trouble.. im going camping this summer for 6 days! im not really up to it

Thu, 20 May 2004 15:56:33 GMT

so im up at school i think im going to leave early though cause i dont feel so good :/ and plus im grouchy cause id idntget enough sleep but anyways im might go to the mall today to go get a smaller lip ring for my lip cause its overlapping the one i have if that made any since lol well anyways today is (*~JENNS BIRTHDAY~*!!!!!!) i hope you have fun for whatever you are going to be doing. well i have to go cause im about to get sent out of class to do some tests.

Thu, 20 May 2004 01:26:37 GMT

well if i get a hold of my sister she will go take me to go get my lip pierced again im so excited cause ive been wanting it for so long!!!! but thats if i get a hold of her to take me ghdjtgauidytgraujubtyrgbudaliehb

EDIT:!!!!!!!

so i went to go get my lip pierced again it looks good i have to get a smaller ring for the one i got before but it looks good besides that so now i got two piercings on the same side of the lip

so katie her mom and i went to go into banta so katie can drive she is one hell of a driver shes a really good diver i thought she would be pressing on the break and trying to get us killed but i was wrong i was practicly falling asleep in the car! so yes katie is a great driver~!

Wed, 19 May 2004 15:57:40 GMT

yesterday

mom was drunk

dad was gone and so was valisha

grandma talked about random things

talked to tiara, sarah,katie and amber on the phone

cleaned the house

listend to the beetles

did homework

nate came over

im in love...<3

Tue, 18 May 2004 15:55:04 GMT

I miss the fact that everyone i knew weren't always at eachothers throat!

Sat, 15 May 2004 01:51:03 GMT

well im at katies house not much up to anything about to go to the show :/ only doing it for nate (i love you) anyways me and katies were about to go swimming but it wazs to fucking cold so we didnt valisha dyed her hair she looks cuter then ever i havent been going to school so today i got a letter saying that i miss to many days of school and 10 of them not being excused so that sucks no more missing school for the cecilie :(. so katie looks lovely as usual fucking bitch jk. im tired and katie and i are about to leave so ttygl!

Mon, 10 May 2004 15:38:44 GMT

im up in class not much to anything really i want to go home and sleep so im planning on not going to the shows here in tracy well i might a couple of times but not all the time. i havent updated in a while.
yesterday for mothers day i didnt do anything but i went to stockton to see my sister and my lil brat nephew of mine. i miss that sister of mine but anywho im bored and somoe one should come and get me outta here cause umm i dont wanna be here obviously but im out

i dyed my hair all black :D

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 16:10:26 GMT

well havent been up to much of anything been really bored as usual and not much up to do anything being sick suck ass well im here with bryan trying to figure out what to do in class lol theres not much to say all i want to do is to get out of this class and get this day over with so oi can go home and go to bed! sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so im trying to figure out what color i should dye my hair any
ideas?>?

<3

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